Writer's block

For last hour and a half I've been trying to work on my HanWriMo story. This is the first HanWriMo I've actually participated in--or rather, will have participated in, once I post something officially on TTR.  I had a story all outlined. It's the last in a trilogy I started years ago. I've had it outlined for ages, I just never wrote it. I figured I could milk it for at least 15K, so it was ideal for this year's HanWriMo. Apparently not, in the past hour and a half, I've written approximately 600 words. And I'm not proud of any of them. I reread the first chapter and went, uuugggh. No wonder no one reviews my stories. They're pretty awful. Well-constructed gramatically speaking, but the content is so innane. I'm sick of it.

My count is 1057. Only 14K to go. Maybe I'll slog through just because. I hate doing that, though. As much as I value raw material, it's not worth much unless it's shaped into a cohesive story. I'll probably post my word count here, and see if I can't finish the story before the deadline. That's the only way I'll post it to TTR. Lame, I know, but whoever said I was cool? :D

I feel so neurotic right now.